I want to get drunk
\nand hide
\nin my solitude<\/p>\n
Away from
\nprying eyes
\nand the judgmental<\/p>\n
I want to tell myself
\nthat I\u2019m special
\nthat I\u2019m good<\/p>\n
Shades of paranoia fill
\nthe dark brown coffee
\nI drown in<\/p>\n
Gray skies or blue
\nwhen I look the sky tells me
\nwhat my world must be<\/p>\n
if I don\u2019t look out at the world
\nit can be
\nwhatever I want it to\u00a0be<\/p>\n
Time is irrelevant
\nlife is just
\na series of tasks<\/p>\n
One by one
\nthey are done
\nand time passes<\/p>\n
– Mani<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I want to get drunk and hide in my solitude Away from prying eyes and the judgmental I want to tell myself that I\u2019m special that I\u2019m good Shades of paranoia fill the dark brown coffee I drown in Gray … Continue reading