{"id":743,"date":"2025-06-16T14:30:27","date_gmt":"2025-06-16T19:30:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/?page_id=743"},"modified":"2025-06-18T16:18:52","modified_gmt":"2025-06-18T21:18:52","slug":"the-calm-must-enter","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/the-calm-must-enter","title":{"rendered":"The Calm Must Enter"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This is not just a poem.<br>This is a guide. A mirror. A reminder<br>for those who carry the storm inside<br>and wear silence like armor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At first, the calm was practiced \u2014<br>an outer garment stitched from necessity,<br>worn with poise,<br>even as the soul ached beneath like raw skin under wool.<br>We are taught to smile, to nod,<br>to play our part in the world\u2019s quiet opera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But let me tell you this:<br><strong>If that calm does not seep inward,<br>it becomes pressure, not peace.<\/strong><br>It becomes a volcano\u2014<br>silent, magnificent, and doomed to rupture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So breathe.<br>Not to silence the chaos,<br>but to befriend it.<br>Let breath be your slow companion<br>through the narrow alleys of pain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>Inhale, as if drawing in moonlight.<br>Hold, as if cradling a wounded bird.<br>Exhale, like releasing dust from an ancient jar.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Sometimes music will help \u2014<br>a soft soundscape that coaxes your nerves into stillness.<br>But sometimes, even that is too much.<br>In those moments, sit with the dark.<br>Let it wrap around you like velvet.<br>Let it echo your silence,<br>without asking you to change a thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A beloved pet may come.<br>Their warmth, their rhythmic breath<br>can anchor you \u2014<br>but only if your world is quiet enough<br>to receive their peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And what of the world?<br>The loud, fast, well-meaning world?<br>How do you say,<br>\u201cNot today. Not now. Leave me be.\u201d<br>without shame?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You say it like this:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>\u201cI am tending to something sacred.<br>My healing is private, slow, and not always visible.<br>Your kindness is felt \u2014<br>but I need stillness more than sympathy right now.<br>Let me come back whole.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>You owe no explanation for your retreat.<br>Recovery is not a show.<br>Let the next generation know this:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\">\n<p>Calm is not just something we perform.<br>It is something we cultivate \u2014<br>in breath, in silence, in boundaries,<br>in knowing when to be alone<br>and when to let the light in.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>We do not escape the pain by pretending it is gone.<br>We move through it, gently,<br>until stillness is no longer just a mask,<br>but a medicine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And when we rise again \u2014<br>\u2014and we&nbsp;<em>will<\/em>\u2014<br>we rise from truth,<br>not performance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>-Mani<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is not just a poem.This is a guide. A mirror. A reminderfor those who carry the storm insideand wear silence like armor. At first, the calm was practiced \u2014an outer garment stitched from necessity,worn with poise,even as the soul &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/the-calm-must-enter\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":34,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-743","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/743","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=743"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/743\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":744,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/743\/revisions\/744"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/34"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=743"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}