{"id":831,"date":"2026-10-11T16:52:01","date_gmt":"2026-10-11T21:52:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/?page_id=831"},"modified":"2026-10-11T17:01:32","modified_gmt":"2026-10-11T22:01:32","slug":"hidden-habits","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/hidden-habits","title":{"rendered":"Hidden Habits"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I tuck my little habits where<br>the daylight wouldn\u2019t think to stare:<br>a task postponed, a thought rehearsed,<br>the easy thing attended first.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I keep a \u201clater\u201d close at hand,<br>a small and densely peopled land,<br>where good intentions sit for tea<br>and say, \u201cWe\u2019ll start at half past three.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I give excuses softer chairs<br>and listen kindly to their prayers.<br>\u201cOf course I\u2019m tired. Of course, stay in.\u201d<br>Then fetch a blanket for the sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My inner critic clears its throat;<br>I help it button up its coat.<br>\u201cYou\u2019ve made your point. Now have some bread.<br>We\u2019ll try again when we\u2019ve been fed.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And if these habits overstay,<br>I needn\u2019t turn myself away.<br>Leave room for change, but room to rest;<br>a crowded heart can do its best.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Let this be folded, warm and wide,<br>an envelope with me inside\u2014<br>no stern address, no debt come due,<br>just: \u201cWelcome home. There\u2019s room for you!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">-Mani<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I tuck my little habits wherethe daylight wouldn\u2019t think to stare:a task postponed, a thought rehearsed,the easy thing attended first. I keep a \u201clater\u201d close at hand,a small and densely peopled land,where good intentions sit for teaand say, \u201cWe\u2019ll start &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/hidden-habits\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":34,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-831","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/831","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=831"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/831\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":835,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/831\/revisions\/835"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/34"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=831"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}