{"id":99,"date":"2010-11-16T16:13:14","date_gmt":"2010-11-16T20:13:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/?page_id=99"},"modified":"2011-04-11T12:29:27","modified_gmt":"2011-04-11T16:29:27","slug":"losing-myself","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/losing-myself","title":{"rendered":"Losing myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A morning sun, peering through darkening clouds<br \/>\nA promise of a new beginning, amidst storm shrouds<br \/>\nThe trill of birdsong, behind thunder, cowed<br \/>\nA new day, drowned, yet moving on, though not in fashion bold.<\/p>\n<p>One voice, many speakers, more speeches, no message<br \/>\nOne message, but nary one listener, &#8211; speech in a wreckage<br \/>\nDark thoughts, like the clouds \u2013 a presage<br \/>\nOne life to save, amidst many to ignore \u2013 am I a vestige?<\/p>\n<p>I feel love, the sun warms my being, I live!<br \/>\nMany obstacles, for sure, but so much to receive, and give<br \/>\nIf this is confusion, my resolve is my sieve<br \/>\nTo keep that which matters, lose the baggage \u2013 there\u2019s my reprieve !<\/p>\n<p>New energy found, I step up, strive on<br \/>\nFocused, enlivened, no more confusion<br \/>\nMarked, marred, yet unfazed, fresh like the dawn<br \/>\nBorn, reborn, I am new again, today\u2019s fawn.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Mani<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A morning sun, peering through darkening clouds A promise of a new beginning, amidst storm shrouds The trill of birdsong, behind thunder, cowed A new day, drowned, yet moving on, though not in fashion bold. One voice, many speakers, more &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/our-poetry\/losing-myself\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":34,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-99","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/99","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=99"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/99\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":127,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/99\/revisions\/127"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/34"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akella.org\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=99"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}